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tired.

by themme fatale

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While I feel much better now, this track is a reflection on the years where I bottled up my sadness and put on a brave face.

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I’m just tired
I know I sound sad on the phone
But I’m just tired

I’m not down or blue, or in a funk
I don’t wanna kill myself and I don’t think about it all the time
I’m quite all right
I’m just tired

I’m just tired
You don’t need to hurt your heart for me
I’m just tired
And when I go to the bathroom I don’t think about the way that I would chisel chunks of bone off of my face
Or cut them off with razor blades no
I’m just tired

I’d wear shorts but my legs’ll burn
I’d be cremated just to have an urn you can keep
You can’t get burned if no fire flickers

So years go by and you just learn
To live out in the cold
As ice forms on your brow and weighs your lashes down
The last thing that you see’s a fire burning on
And you spite the flames and not the snow

I’m just tired
I didn’t sleep at all last night
I’m just tired
My mind just started wandering
And pondering about how well
My belt would fit on my closet hooks
Around my neck a panicked look
I can’t get down I can’t scream out at all
I’m just tired
I’m just tired

I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
I'm just so so so so tired

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released April 3, 2020

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